Testing the effect of FF3[beta] in blogging

Well... why did I expect something that obviously is heavier towards the other side?
Hm... God... just wants to play me. If not, why could I never achieve an SGA of A+? Am I not able to do it? Why always very difficult loves?

Well, maybe I am too lazy to improve my study, you can blame me on that...
misreading... was a more important factor though...
Did God ever bless me?
I got full mark twice. Hm.... I just forgot some minor things, only focusing on most of the cases in which I couldn't even get A+.

Difficult love(s)? Well, nobody here knows what qrasy really had for it.
The difficulty made me hide it, of course.
God wants me to have further experience in loving? - maybe, but given this situation... can I still have faith in it?
God just revealed... something that can dissolve the feeling. I have to thank though, it has been painful missing like that.
It was rated "more painful than just heartbroken" because of some other factors.
Well, this one is allowed to "game over", so it may be argued that God doesn't just want to play.

Will God give me a "better" one? If so, it might be much more difficult... I would probably give up....... maybe, something much worse will be given to me instead and I would have no choice then....
I don't know what will hold in the future....
沒有了神 神童算甚麼.

Maybe I am like this because of those 2 shocks in 01.01.2008
If anybody else sees this, perhaps it's already over. Just fade into my memory. Don't ask for some in-depth details, and don't revive my sad feeling.

Yeah, finally sent the message to her.
Fulfilled the duty to the Master.
Maybe Game Over Soon.

Sosad.....